a different kind of apathy

Sunday, July 04, 2004

well. went to gramps house today saw my poor cousin. with his swollen cheeks cos he fell of his bike riding DOWN a slope. ouch.
like wad elle says, there's always gonna be one major truamatising event in your younger days thats gonna affect you de rest of your life. cautiousness isnt a bad thing y'know.

and why do you always have to worry so muuch? if i cant take care of myself, id let you know thankyou very much. even blankets can be smothering. you aint gona be arnd to watch my back all time. cant you accept that?

that fixation abt achievement.isit something you cant do without? well i can. it doesnt matter to me if my portfolio is blank. as long as that slate within is multicoloured. not like a shiny, hard, COLD, CRITICAL piece of metal.
cant fix that can you?

you gotta dare to let me sink
so i know the limits of depth
its jsut not enough
and will never be
and all that she says to me just sounds so right
put things in perspective
if you cant see it
too bad.
its very easy to just conform
VERY
PSLE, go to a sec school, o levels, go to a JC, a levels, go to some uni, BA Hons, MA, wadeva.
do they realli matter?
ask your heart and listen closely
it speaks softly
and if you dont listen to it
slowly but surely
one day
it will stop speaking to you

conformist

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